Got scammed online for personal loan

I am 19 just got out of a terrible unhealthy relationship. I currently live on a dirty floor and I triedto get a personal loan of 20,000 to help me get ahead until i can stand on my own to feet Yes i work but I took out 10 payday loans from different lenders to put security deposit down for loan and i got scammed company didnt put loan in my account nor did they refund my depost... Yes i work but all my check is going to pay the financing charges to keep payday loans open so i dont go delinquent.. Im starting to question my decision about leaving my relationship i was secure with money and no dbt problems. Please please help i can be reached at oterojulia09@yahoo.com 24/7