Need Body Work and Help getting into the adult video/film biz

Please Help me with a dream of mine
I am a single mother of two. I have been trying to get into the adult biz for a while now, I have gotten close a couple of times, but then bad luck would happen. It would help me some, if I could get some body word done, get some new pics, and a few other things going for it. I am begging for your help, I am not one that really likes begging, but this is such a huge dream of mine, I am wanting and needing out of this small town, that has nothing to ofter. I would love to live life to the fullest, I would love to be able to afford things for my girls, be able to do things, and so on. Please keep me get into the adult biz, I have spoken to a couple of doctors about what types of body work and so on that I want. I need around / between $15,000 to $25,000 for what I need. Feel free to ask questions. Also, if you know of any companies or people that would hire me for adult flims and videos please let me know, right now I am a BBW, 41 yrs old, look younger when all fixed up, I am !
easy going, great to be around, great personality. PLEASE HELP!!! Thanks

You can e-mail me at msunicorn2@yahoo.com or heavenkisses07@yahoo.com