I have taken it back

I have taken it back in the process i have lost everything no home no cars no money 4 kids trying to start over.I donot care about the stuff or anything else for 25 years i allowed someone else determine what i was worth which was nothing. Even with all of the things iam dealing with leaving abuse and if i had know the what was going to happen heart ache ect. I would not think twice. so my question I have taken it back the it in the statement is me I refused to let it go on any longer I was showing my 4 sons that it was ok for to treat a women this way no more.